It Is the Small Things

A Photo Essay by Laura Hegfield

It is the small things. The ordinary things people walk past without a second glance, that seem to draw me near. Maybe it is the light, the shadow, the shape, the color or perhaps a great deal of time spent alone, in-doors, physically unwell. No, this affair began long ago, as a small child gaze transfixed upon dust motes sparkling in the wake cast by sunlight through windows. “Daydreamer”, they called me. I was not dreaming, I was fully present, just not to what the grown-ups were talking about. I was and still am w  i  d  e,  w    i    d    e   awake to this simple truth.      I AM IN LOVE WITH LIFE.         

… And I see it in freckled amber leaves and broken twigs resting on rain-pocked snow.



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Laura is a mother, wife, visual artist, writer, singer-songwriter and experiential educator combining art, yoga, meditation and Jewish spirituality. She is also a Creativity Coach, SoulCollage®  facilitator and Spiritual Director. Throughout the past 11 years of child rearing, teaching, facilitating and eventually coaching and spiritual direction, she has also been ill with a wide variety of symptoms receiving several different diagnoses. On September 3, 2009 after an emergency room visit, she was finally diagnosed with RRMS (relapsing remitting ms). While no longer able to work outside her home, she continues to be engaged in the world through blogging regularly and offering individual services via the Internet and phone conferencing. As challenging as living with a chronic, disabling disease is she feels that in many ways, MS has expanded her heart, mind, soul and appreciation for all the things her body IS able to do.  “It seems that as the neural connections in my central nervous system decrease, my compassion toward my own lived experience and toward all beings increases. For this I am deeply grateful.” Laura's columns focus on "Healing with Gratitude."

 


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Kaveri
02/02/2012 4:20pm

And I see the wonder through a child-woman Laura's eyes. She invites me to see the extraordinary in the ordinary, and reminds me of Mary Oliver's poem, 'Broken, Unbroken'.

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02/02/2012 5:16pm

Laura, we were similar children and I delight in imagining what our walks together in the woods would have been like if we had known each other then. Our sensitivities would have embraced us in mutual wonder. This is a beautiful post and I celebrate your ever-present "wide-awakeness"! I feel blessed to receive the benefits of your wakefulness....

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02/03/2012 8:11pm

What a wonderful way to showing us how any moment can be a doorway, an awakening:-)

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02/05/2012 9:38am

Thank you dear ones! Wow Kaveri, being reminded of Mary Oliver's work, that is quite a compliment!

Jan we would have had such fun as little girls exploring and imagining, of this I am certain too.

Lisa, this is how I feel. I believe that Spirit is found in every moment, every thought, emotion and sensation that arises, nothing is empty of Divine Presence.

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02/05/2012 10:36am

Some have second sight but Laura, you have first sight! You see what the rest of us rush by and overlook.

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Linda
02/05/2012 12:05pm

Thank you, Laura, for all that you share here between the lines and the images - your love of life.

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02/06/2012 10:37am

Nice that you're highlighting Laura. She's inspirational, humble and genuine. I've really enjoyed following her blog.

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02/06/2012 11:08am

It's wonderful to be fully present! Your lucky you discovered it when you were very young.

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Danielle
02/15/2012 1:39pm

I lived in such an awakened state as a child. Forever outdoors in the woods loving the trees and the whispers they offered. Somewhere along the way I lost that simple and pure love for life. I'm reinviting, rediscovering and reawakening that person I was and want to be. Thank you for this.

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02/25/2012 12:14pm

Thank you everyone for your kind comments. I hope you will always discover small blessings where ever life takes you.

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